So many friends lost for “friends” gained.
Was it worth it for those passing hedonistic moments?
Those peals of unrepentant head-back tongue-flapping spit-smacking laughter,
That saturated overspill of ecstasy at the impulsive idiocy of another drenched mind
So unforgettably preserved in a ten second disappearing clip carefully carelessly captioned
Lost to the ether before your mind remembers to unremember,
Plunging deep into a dark vice where the beat pounds so unrelentlessly
Jaw aching, stomach turning, eyes itching and squinting and blinking and burning
Unaware of time or date or where you are or who you were,
Or how you lost yourself.